Moving On!

People are different. Maybe you'll think that I easily fall in love. Yes, that's true. I just don't want to be too sad for long. I don't to drag of misery. I just want to enjoy with my life isn't long, maybe. For me, not have much time to forget but how do I to be alone and look for change. I do not hate my ex. however, I was with him. live all together. the joys and sorrows.


You think I am not sad? You are wrong. I am very sad I fell and probably difficult to get up. I think why all should be like this???? Not easy to build a relationship. It may be easy to build if you are not serious. but I think whatever I do I have to be serious. Okay, why I say not easy? Yeah because we must to know someone. How the person's behavior? How his family? What person's weakness? and what are the advantages of him. I actually lazy for that. But, all this must end. Probably, I ever cried. maybe, I've hurt. but now I am back because I moved on. Maybe you'll think that I was quick to moved on. but that's my way of forgetting.

"open a new chapter in your life and then you will be happy without look back." -el

I'm just trying to strong. I am strong because the people around me. My friends, my brothers, especially my mom. I learned from my mom. She's very strong. My father left us all for so many years ago. I also be strong like my mom. I'm not sad and be looking for a change. My mom always comfort me and give me advice. 

"you're beautiful and you're good. You'll also get a better. Don't worry you'll be sad. There are still many people who want to comfort you. Especially me, your mom. There are still many men who want to take care of you. keep smile." - my mom

I don't expect anything. I just hope that one. The best in myself and my life. I hope after this I will find someone who really understands me. Amen.